What do I want from life?
Peace or Pace?
Raftar or Thahrav?
I guess being the person I am. I have always wanted peace
but I always got pace and subconsciously maybe that was always true for me.
Whenever my life starts getting settled peaced out and stagnant, God gives a
push and makes it exciting, sometimes good exciting and sometimes not so good.
I am purposefully not using the word bad because as I had mentioned in one of
my previous posts. I am not using negative words in my life.
I woke up today and realized that I don’t have a job, cash
balance is dwindling, I don’t have a bf,
I don’t have a great apartment, I don’t have my own mode of commute and my
family is living in a far off city. I should be sad right but I am not. I am
hopeful. I have amazing energy, great city in living in, decent new roommates,
good looks, time to explore more about my other talents. I am not a perfect
person but who is? I am a great human being, compassionate towards humanity,
passionate for love and life, family oriented. What else is important than
that? Nothing I guess. Rest everything is secondary.
I want pace in life. I want madness. I want to rise. I want
to fall. I want to run. I want to fly.
But I just don’t want to stop.
