Live life and life will live you back

I was sitting with 2 friends yesterday and they happened to question my dealing with few people around my life who were very close to me at one point of time. They felt as if my treatment of them in my current life was unreal and very shallow. But I genuinely think that the more we keep pain and grudges in our mind and heart for someone it’s not them who is suffering it is we. The moment we forgive them, the same instance we set ourselves free of all the shackles of emotions and unwanted chains of energy, which is binding us. Everyone comes in your life for a reason to teach you something. But if a person comes in your life again in whatever form, probably something more was left which as a human being you need to learn. Even a person you bumped into while going for a morning walk has bumped into you for a reason, maybe just to give you that smile. Even our family is our family because we fitted into that mould which God created for us for a reason. I am not asking you to forget the past, just learn from it and see how it has shaped your current life.  Maybe you don’t realize in your immediate present but wait for a few more months and I am sure you will see the light at the end of the tunnel. I see myself much more confident and beautiful person right now. I trust me and I love me. A year back I did not love myself. I liked me but never loved me. If someone told me he/she loves me I used to doubt their feelings because I could not trust my feelings for myself. A lot of times we let ourselves guided my pain is because of our desperation. Desperation to be successful in career, relationships, heath. We just want to do things perfectly. But what is this perfection? Who set it up? Society did. Stop letting yourself judged by societal norms because when something good happens in your life that is perfect for you not when society expects it to be perfect for you. So, stop getting desperate. Stop demanding too much from yourself. Stop putting too much pressure on yourself. Just take a few minutes out of your own life and breathe. Just Breathe. Let life live you. Do not force yourself on life. It will be beautiful. Human life is just amazing. We have two eyes, nose, ears, and mouth. We are living. What is better than living a human life? Just cherish yourself and life will cherish you.

Ridiculous Mumbai housing scene

Bombay a.k.a Mumbai is definitely not an easy city in terms of housing for single people not born and brought up in Mumbai. Somehow it seems as if its written on the forehead if you are single and from the entertainment industry you are bound to cause problems.
Why is it so hard to get one decent apartment? and by decent I really do not have expectations too high. Today I had an argument with the society manager because I was crazy backache caused by an injury. Here I am trying to sort my job and my health thing out, on the other hand the society people do not give a shit about you. Even though it is their fault, all I am worried about is I hope they do not throw me out of the apartment.
Can we not have a proper background check and police verification and have decent people stay in apartments rather than based on their marital status. Is it ok to have an estranged couple and wife beater/husband abuser stay in the apartment rather than a decent single person having a regular job and looking to have a family? I really fail to understand these hypocrisies.  Why is it that I have to fly my Mom all the way from a different city just to sign the lease for the apartment and verify I am legitimate. :(

The unfortunate truth about housing in Mumbai! Well as of now all I can hope is beg and plead the manager to give me apology for a mistake I have not done. Lets hope I keep staying in this apartment for a long time or atleast till the end of the lease period.

Cheers!